Drastic measures
Hello,
I have been so busy doing job application stuff that I haven't had time to pay anyone a visit and update myself on all the wonderful things that are happening to y'all. I hate job searching, I really do. However, a few of my friends at work have found themselves really nice jobs. So out of all of us who have voiced our dissatisfaction with our current jobs, I'm now one of 2 left yet to find a job...the pressure is on!!
An update on my little problem with motivation. I decided it was time that I stopped kidding myself about my ability to maintain an effective excercise regimen at home, so I wait for it....JOINED THE GYM......AGAIN!!!!!!!! It's an all womens club and even though it chomps on the bank account and nibbles on the wallet for dessert I felt that joining a gym is stressfull enough without having to deal with other gym problems (don't ask me what they are).
So I have now been a member of fernwood gym for women for about 2 days for the 2nd year. I haven't started going yet I WILL GO!! Please don't start rolling your eyes at me and wondering why I did this because I'm at a place where support or a lack of support could make or break me. I really am giving this a fair go. I am trying to convince someone out there to believe in me because B for boy has given me his two cents worth...because I seem to prefer late nights over excercise then I should just call it quits now and save myself the trouble...HOW RUDE!!! I'll show him.
The last time I joined the gym I actually got to a point where I felt really good about myself, I was even wearing short denimn skirts because I was secure in the knowledge that Iwas working on my outward appearance and I could let that show now. So I can't wait to get to that point again. Pity the hot (maybe gay) weights instructors moved on...he was really inspirational ;)
I hope to see a lot more of you guys next week as I shall be done with job applications at least until the next job comes around. I will also start going to the gym on sat...trust me, I really will ok?
I have been so busy doing job application stuff that I haven't had time to pay anyone a visit and update myself on all the wonderful things that are happening to y'all. I hate job searching, I really do. However, a few of my friends at work have found themselves really nice jobs. So out of all of us who have voiced our dissatisfaction with our current jobs, I'm now one of 2 left yet to find a job...the pressure is on!!
An update on my little problem with motivation. I decided it was time that I stopped kidding myself about my ability to maintain an effective excercise regimen at home, so I wait for it....JOINED THE GYM......AGAIN!!!!!!!! It's an all womens club and even though it chomps on the bank account and nibbles on the wallet for dessert I felt that joining a gym is stressfull enough without having to deal with other gym problems (don't ask me what they are).
So I have now been a member of fernwood gym for women for about 2 days for the 2nd year. I haven't started going yet I WILL GO!! Please don't start rolling your eyes at me and wondering why I did this because I'm at a place where support or a lack of support could make or break me. I really am giving this a fair go. I am trying to convince someone out there to believe in me because B for boy has given me his two cents worth...because I seem to prefer late nights over excercise then I should just call it quits now and save myself the trouble...HOW RUDE!!! I'll show him.
The last time I joined the gym I actually got to a point where I felt really good about myself, I was even wearing short denimn skirts because I was secure in the knowledge that Iwas working on my outward appearance and I could let that show now. So I can't wait to get to that point again. Pity the hot (maybe gay) weights instructors moved on...he was really inspirational ;)
I hope to see a lot more of you guys next week as I shall be done with job applications at least until the next job comes around. I will also start going to the gym on sat...trust me, I really will ok?
posted by tash at 12:04 AM
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